Back to France, year 3, countdown

It used to be August was back to school time for me. Now it’s time to get ready to go back to France to resume my pilgrimage from LePuy en Velay to St Jean Pied de Port. Three weeks from today, God willing, I will start my walk again. The city of Moissac is where Elizabeth and I ended last year, and this old hotel offered kindness and comfort and delicious meals even when we were their only guests! I love that this spot is where I will begin my third section of my French pilgrim’s path.

In Moissac, Le Pont Napoleon is the hotel on the left

Knowing the hotel I’m in the first night is wonderful. Knowing the train station is less than a mile away is helpful.

Knowing that the path leaves along the Tarn River, just outside my hotel window, and that my first day’s walk will be flat all help me look forward to this next leg of my journey with some confidence.

I hope to make it all the way to Spain, at least placing my hiking boot over the border. Some people go all the way from Le Puy en Velay in south-central France to Santiago in Western Spain in one thousand-mile hike. Me? It’s taken me 2 years to get about 250 miles down the way. This year I will cover about another 250 and, if all goes well, before October, will say, “I did it.” I’m giving myself plenty of time; I know it’s not a race. “Everyone walks their own Camino,” as they all say. I love each day’s walk and each little village, so much that I’m staying two nights in some of the towns, so I can rest my weary legs, read local history, meet fellow pilgrims & innkeepers, and soak in more of the French language.

Morning harvest from the Creighton University Retreat Center

But before I leave, I have to get my house in order, my heart in the right place, and say good bye to family and friends and my beloved new volunteer endeavor. Gardening this summer at the Creighton University Retreat Center (near Griswold), and having a super bountiful crop of veggies makes me so happy! I’ve learned that gardening isn’t hard-you just plant the seeds, put in the plants, and they grow! That quote came from Tim the former farmer/now maintenance man here who helped prepare the soil and repaired the garden fence. Of course there’s a bit more to it, but tending a small vegetable garden this summer and giving some of my time has brought me great joy. I appreciate what gardeners do more than ever. In France, I will understand a bit more what is going on with gardens and fresh produce. And as I greatly appreciate what our cooks here do with my produce, so I will appreciate all of the delicious foods along le Chemin (the pilgrims path).

My garden at the Retreat Center

After next week, others will continue the harvest. Especially more tomatoes, cucumbers, peppers, and later: winter squash and pumpkins. I’m thankful for having had this opportunity to work with the land and help good stuff grow! Joy is finding your first red tomato!

I leave September 4 from Chicago. It is hard to believe that three weeks from today I will be hiking from Moissac to Auvillar ( just 11 miles). I hope to reflect daily and share with others. What makes a blog interesting? Sharing beauty, information, inspiration, observations, funny stories? I’m hoping to be more attentive, more mindful, and more compassionate as I walk along the path this year. Last year I had dear Elizabeth with me, and I also had my torn meniscus pain – and ibuprofen. Going solo this year will make for a different walk! I hope you will read my blog occasionally – or check out my Facebook posts. Knowing other folks care about me back home really helps. We go away in search of something else and miss the dear ones and beautiful things we have under our noses. But it calls me and I must go.

On Starting and Finishing

Blog Attempt Year Three:

Well, I’ve tried to blog about my pilgrimage in France for the last two years, with very limited success. I might as well up for one more year, because I hope to walk the 3rd section of the Le Puy Way from Moissac to St. Jean Pied de Port this September. I also want to step from France into Spain. Stay tuned for more news and some new and improved features on this site. Thanks for your patience. My husband Greg says starting something is VERY important. I argue that doing something well and FINISHING is better. We shall see what I can do this time around. Happy July!

This was the start of Elizabeth’s 50K Ultra at Whiterock Conservancy on Saturday July 8th. She started AND finished and did well. That was 31 miles, just fyi. It is great when your children start inspiring you.

Here she is FINISHING! Bravo, Elizabeth! Even with a hurt ankle and a bit of trepidation. You did it! We are proud of you and happy you accomplished your goal. Maybe folks will cheer me on with my blogging journey too.

March Training on Gravel Roads in Rain, Snow & Mud

Started out about 3:30 in a light rain

The gravel road to the east from the farm was a study in grays. I needed to stay in the center where cars had traveled to avoid the deep mud on the sides of the road. Met no cars during the first hour.

Heading north I saw a couple groups of deer running away from me even though they were way in the distance. Not tired. Feeling strong and not even cold. Heading for the historic church.
Church of God Holiness

Once I saw the church, my goal, I decided to turn back. One hour out was over 3 miles so I’d need to cover 3 more to get home before sunset. After turning south, for my return, I met several pickups and a few more cars, probably folks coming home from work. A few slowed to ask if I needed help, but I waved them on or explained I was just out for a walk-on this gray day, 33 degrees, mist turning to snow – as I trudged homeward. I had to get in the soft mud when encountering vehicles. Tired. No real problem with the knee, but tired leg muscles, back, and pinched left toes. Just normal things! I’m training again and I love it! Who needs sunshine when one can walk without limping or pain? Almost 7 miles on my Strava upon returning to the washhouse around 6 pm. A good day in Van Buren County.

Dreaming Again

Map of all of the pilgrim paths in France

I purchased this map last fall in France. Les Chemins de St Jacques de Compostelle in France (and in Spain) – all of them eventually ending in Santiago in northwestern Spain. I put it on a bulletin board to help me dream about my next walk, God willing, next September, from Moissac to St Jean Pied de Port, and into Spain (at least over the border).

Jester Park at Sunset on February 23, 2023

I wouldn’t have walked on such a cold, icy day, but Cy phoned from Ames, where he was finishing early from his conference. Come meet me at Jester to see the ice on the trees! So I did. We walked about 2 1/2 miles over icy snow and even icier trails. Spots on the road were fine and others-be careful! But it was all worth it. it was about 8 degrees with beautiful sunshine and chilling wind.

Indian Lake trail on February 18, 2023

Last weekend I had a beautiful, peaceful walk (except for being chased by an angry wild turkey shortly after crossing the bridge) from Farmington to Indian Lake and then traveled the lightly snow-covered path all around the lake. I found a perfect walking stick right before I needed it to go up and down the trails on the far side. “The path provides all that we need” was certainly true for me that day. A total of 5 1/2 miles and joy in my heart.

Happy Thanksgiving Anyway!

What a holiday. I know other people have had busts of family get-togethers, but this one was MY worst. And I could say it was all my fault. Or it was Covid’s fault. Or it was all of us being so relaxed about Covid that we didn’t even want to think that any of us could have Covid – because we wanted to be together and we wanted that cough to just be a cold – like in the old days. So we proceeded with our plans, will-nilly.

Hot chocolate near Santa’s Cabin in Atlantic
Charly & Elizabeth with Santa!
Charly & Seth at the Picker’s Parlor in Atlantic.

To make a long story short, my vaccinated and boosted three-person family gave Covid to my 37-year-old son, his lovely wife, and his two adorable daughters. They were all perfectly happy and healthy when they drove more than four hours across the state to spend a night at a farmhouse AIR B&B (with us) so we could spend some quality time with my special brother who lives nearby in a Griswold nursing home.

Wildwood Farms Guest House Air B&B

The three of us weren’t feeling so well, but we figured it was just a cold, so we did not test. All of our plans went forward, but by Sunday morning my 37-year-old son was really sick, and then on Monday his three-year-old got feverish and by Monday evening, the whole little family was ill. We, the three original sickies, got tested on Monday morning, after all of the damage was done, and sure enough – we each tested positive! Eeks! What schmucks!!

Ice-cream makes Charly happy.

I also had to call the nursing home and tell them about our situation. Bonus fun. But, the good news is that so far my brother in the nursing home is Covid-free. And the family is on the mend – even though a week of school and work will be missed. We are still getting better and we just feel like total losers.

Elizabeth, Cy, Charly, Tammy with Leda & Joanie on skateboard at SunnysidePark, western Atlantic

I’ve been told to erase my guilt with a pencil eraser. Another friend said everyone is in easing up on precautions. There are folks who aren’t vaccinated and don’t ever worry. There were no restrictions at the nursing home. As I look at it now, at least I can say, so far, that no one is in the hospital. Is that because this variant spreads easily but is not as serious? I hope so. I am not so smart. I make mistakes. I am humbled, and I hope that I will do better the next time. And maybe I should just not plan any more family get-togethers! Much safer.

Mexican restaurant in Atlantic on Saturday evening

But my friend with the pencil eraser theory differs: “It’s fine to take precautions and consider the community good (safety), but at some point one has to create community.” It had been forever since my brother had seen his nieces and nephews. He had NEVER met the 3 1/2 year old little Leda. And her 7-year-old sister Joanie was a baby the last time he saw her. It (our special weekend) was supposed to be all about Charly. So, I put my blinders on to all of the warnings, and forged on, so that Charly could have family time with all of us, a special time that had been planned for so long.

After watching a movie in Greenfield on Sunday

Moving forward, I will do better. I will test before gatherings. Thanks for listening to this less-than-inspiring confession and exit interview from my Thanksgiving holiday. How was your Thanksgiving?

Back in Iowa

Younger brother Charly and me in Omaha

France was beautiful, and their way of life and their food so different from Iowa’s. I would’ve liked to stay longer to reflect on it all and just be-without moving forward every day. But it made no sense for me to stay on for my planned immersion week in Collioure once I got a phone call from Charly’s nursing home that he was not doing well again. So, I came home the same day Elizabeth did. Whew! A long day of waiting for busses, seeking non-existent train seats, and carrying our luggage over Barcelona streets to get to IMT (Iberian Motor Tours) where my rolling carry-on was waiting for me.

Elizabeth at the Collioure bus stop waiting for our first leg on the 1 Euro bus to Perpignan

It was a very long day getting to Barcelona and the next day even longer getting home. But being back in Iowa has been good. Greg met me in Chicago. The fall colors were just beginning to be amazing. The farm was waiting for us to have our second overnight as I recovered from jet jag, and, I was closer to Charly and all things home.

What started in Le Puy en Velay, France, my pilgrimage to St. Jean Pied le Port, in southwestern France, has now become something different than a dream of a long walk. Now it is a personal challenge. Hiking with an injured knee was harder and different. Hiking with my daughter also made it different and more lovely because of her kind and steady presence all along the way. Why was I doing this walk? Do I really need to go all the way to Santiago in western Spain for it to be a pilgrimage? (Darn Canadians who argued thus, saying that otherwise I’m just doing a long walk. But what’s wrong with that?) Mostly, right now, I’m just wanting to be able to enjoy easy walks around home or at the farm. Walking in the grocery store shouldn’t be hard. I’ve tried physical therapy and it is now time to talk to my primary care physician and get a referral to an orthopedic surgeon. I want to be happy about walking again. And, hopeful about life in general. This torn meniscus has given me pause and lessons in patience and a newfound compassion on others with mobility issues, but after 6 months, I’m ready to be healed.

Stanton, Iowa, our parents’ resting place and always good to visit

Spending more time in southwestern Iowa with Charly and communicating regularly with his staff and providers have been important. After his appointment in Clarinda, we drove to Stanton for our walk down memory lane and for our lunch at the Fika Coffee Haus. Charly knew the new owner; he has old friends wherever we go.

Fika Coffee Haus in Stanton, one of our favorites

But leaving Collioure a week early, trekking home, re-entry, checking in on Charly, and dealing with a tired and painful knee, and making sense of it all, is sometimes hard. How to connect France, hiking, pain, blessings of all sorts, and this call to be home to help my brother. Perhaps committing to blog about one thing at a time will help.

Dangerous Descent
Christ’s Suffering for us and final victory
High, flat roads with long views were my favorite paths along the way

Le Musée de la Résistance à Cahors

Our maps app kept taking us around and around an unidentified building. Finally we learned the former museum was demolished to build the new cinema (a magnificent modern city building) and the temporary museum was really just an archive space next the the Red Cross building.

But we ended up having an awesome afternoon with volunteer Jean-Luc Couderc. We said if the museum was closed, we did not want to waste his time. He said we had already done something to merit his time. Our American soldiers had left their homelands to come France to free him and his fellow citizens from Nazi control. He felt he could never repay the Allies. He offered us coffee and started explaining the situation in his home, the area of the Lot, during WWII.

So kind of him! Very touching.

We had lots of time to listen and ask questions before we got to go to the archives space.

In the archives, a special library book that concealed a home-made short-wave radio used by the Resistance.
A Résistante used parachute silk to make a blouse for her young child. As cloth was scarce and this material came to them as British and American forces parachuted in arms and officers to train the maquis, this made sense.
Two containers used to parachute in arms and other supplies to the Resistance in this area. All of the museum’s items had to be packed up and moved from the former building to this temporary space. The new museum is to open in 2025. A reason to come back!
So many good stories. During the War, an injured British officer was operated on in a nearby church building. Medical supplies were needed to support his healing. An American parachutist had as a mission bringing those supplies to support his recovery. The Brit recovered and later returned to buy that very church building and live here. The American’s daughter came here just this past summer with her father’s mission log. The museum folks were grateful to her for all she could add to their knowledge.

All of this info comes together in this tiny museum in Cahors. Thankful for the people who give of their time to preserve important history. The resistance to oppression needs to be remembered and honored.

Why does Jean-Luc spend his time like this? It (the war) was not spoken of in the village Jean-Luc grew up in: Cajarc. Quite a story from there, but no marker about the maquis siege, their public shooting of the 3 collaborators who had earlier denounced local young maquis, leading to many deaths, and the final maquis victory over the Germans in early 1944. Thé maquis and other Resistance workers played a role in the eventual defeat of theNazis, but I am only beginning to understand.

Such an unexpected private conversation and amazing tour!

I’m not sure I believe this Marie Curie quotation found in a church just before our visit: “In life, nothing is to be feared, everything is to be understood.”

But we definitely had a chance to understand more today!

Montréal: French all around!

We flew from Chicago to Montréal, and now we wait for our overnight flight to Barcelona. French stewards on the Air Canada flight. Now in this open, artsy, and uncriwded airport, Children are playing in French, a man on his cell is doing business in French, and we noticed thé Bistrot Trudeau as we walked to Gate 67. I love being surrounded by the beautiful French language again. I even watched a French language film; Aline, about Celine Dion’s early life. I loved every minute, but unfortunately didn’t get to see the end.

Nice warm-up for my 6 weeks in France. I hope it comes back to me! Greg and Scott will be with me for the first two weeks when we explore the Pyrenees. More later.

Scott & Greg as we wait in the Montreal airport.
Love French rhyming words.
Art inspires here.
Art on loan from Montreal’s McCord Museum.

3-Day Retreat in SW Iowa

Near Griswold, Iowa, Creighton University’s retreat center

I gave my friend Janis a ride so she could complete her 3-day silent spiritual retreat. I got to room next to her but we spoke nary a word! She was able to converse only with her spiritual director. Mass was offered every day in a beautiful chapel set in the woods. I walked 5 miles twice and 2 & 1/2 miles on my easy day. Thankful for pain-free walking in such as beautiful spot.

I also spent three evenings with my brother Charly. He lives in a care facility in Griswold, 10 minutes east of the retreat center. We took a walk & had ice cream in Griswold Wednesday. Thursday we shared pizza on the deck of Aunt Betty Jean & Steve’s porch near Cumberland before watching Elvis at the Atlas Cinema in Atlantic. Friday meant walking around the Red Oak Square, getting a pop at the Pool Hall, shopping at Hardware Hank, and eating at our favorite restaurant: The Bucksnort. Charly loves to get out and see his old friends in Red Oak.
This labyrinth in rural Griswold was modeled on the one in Chartres, France. One enters and circles around and around on a narrow path which requires good balance until one finally reaches the center, where one is to wait for a message before exiting the same way. I found getting to the center long and hard, but the way out seemed easy and short! I’d do it again, just to see what I would hear the next time. So peaceful in these woods just up from the East Nishnabotna River. I hope to stay again for my kind of retreat that involves hiking, Charly, reading, and lots of quiet time. I felt so alone and content to be so. One day, I decided to pop in to the chapel before a hike and was surprised by eight or more young adults in meditation and six candles burning bright. It’s a busy place but with plenty of room. The administrator said she hoped I’d come again. She and I and I think even God would be pleased with my retreat and especially my “Camp Charly.”